How is an ex-Mama supposed to feel when her only child has been dead for 7 months? Is there any way to feel but lousy? Is there any way to release this pain? Is there any hope for a normal life? Is there any light at the end of the proverbial tunnel? Is it possible to keep this much love bottled up inside, love that was customarily doled out to one's child for over 18 years?
Only time will tell.